Sunday 8 November 2020

The Revolution Will Be Televised

We invest in a lot of wood glue! And again, they laughed. I wasn't about to call a nun a liar, but the coffin was beautiful: beetle-kill, simple, with wooden handles. As we all stared at the one under construction, they grew serious. Our work is focused on eternity, said one. It's part of the rule of St. According to St. Benedict, they explained, one must keep death daily before one's eyes. Company will help both of you feel less isolated and alone. Your partner relies on your understanding and encouragement. Empathy is the ability to step into another person's shoes and feel his or her particular situation. John Steinbeck wrote, It means very little to know that a million Chinese are starving unless you know one Chinese who is starving. That's empathy. Sympathy is a feeling of caring and concern for someone accompanied by a wish to see them better off or happier. I wish you would get better or I hope things improve soon. A sympathetic person is sincere but detached. This emotion makes the stroke survivor feel alone. Pity is neither sympathy nor empathy but an emotion explained by such words as, My poor spouse had a stroke. Only VIPs (Very Important Proteins and stuff) can get in and serotonin is not on the guest list. Sure, it gets onto the floor of the IVth Ventricle, but this place is also known as the vomit centre - anyone can get in there!

This is all true of course. Serotonin is thus clearly a bowel hormone that affects the brain, as much as the other way around. One of the most controversial use of serotonin drugs is in IBS itself. It is controversial because, almost by definition, IBS will not kill you whereas the drugs might. However, the drug companies spent a lot of money investigating the serotonin-IBS link and came up with two drugs for treating IBS that they voraciously pushed. The first is a 5-HT3 receptor drug which is used when diarrhoea predominates; The merits of both drugs are dubious since, despite sometimes having positive effects, both are known to cause fatalities; What these drugs illustrate is that serotonin is produced by the cells in the gut as a guide to what the bowel should be doing. I'm expecting her to laugh at me incredulously, like I'm insane and that I'm talking rubbish. But it glows warm on the inside that she's taking me seriously. Maybe it's okay to say this stuff, and acknowledge it. I look at her like she's just said something extraordinary. I turn it over in my mind. Could this be it? I'm not mad. At least, not entirely. She nods again. She bounces her head from side to side. EXTREME PARANOIA: PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIA The following story about Joshua demonstrates paranoia that leaves reality far behind.

Joshua works for a government accounting office. He unlocks his file cabinet and reaches for a folder labeled notes. He glances around to make sure that no co-workers are close by. He opens the folder at his desk and looks at the listed names and comments. Sixteen people are on the list. Joshua looks around once more before he adds another name. Then he writes, Suspicious behavior in the cafeteria. Subject paying for meal with a large bill. I thought I was going to fool even my mom with my large collection of valentines. When I got home, I took them all out to show her. She never let on that she figured out exactly what I had done. Nor did I know that she cried herself to sleep that night. Teachers Did Not Know What to Do with Me All throughout elementary school, the teachers and administration didn't know what to do with me. They admitted to my mom that they knew I was smart but indicated that I could not, or would not, be part of the class and participate like everyone else. My total lack of coordination tormented me. I couldn't learn to tie shoelaces, so Mom had to find shoes that just slipped on. I couldn't catch a ball--not even a huge medicine ball. When possible, the operator should be given a wide bed or eliminated. If it is not possible, there are many ways to protect yourself from such behavior.

If you feel that you have been abused or damaged, please get out of the situation and not try and manage it. In other words, in real life, not everything is black and white. If you cannot or do not want to eliminate the manipulator, these technologies will help understand and handle the situation. Leave Early Nothing seems good enough for manipulators because they still exist, no matter how much control you give them. If anything makes you uncomfortable, please refuse. Although operators will encounter difficulties, surrendering to them is not the end of the problem. All this will make them feel that they have the right to ask you for something. We want to empower others to lean into this kind of support where possible--whether it's the person sitting beside us in the meditation hall, coming to us to have a conversation, or connecting with our larger community. Around the time I began working with Sam, I introduced him to Cheetah House, a nonprofit organization in Providence, Rhode Island, focuses on people's adverse responses to mindfulness. Started by Brown professor Willoughby Britton, who I introduced in article 3, Cheetah House supports people who've had challenging experiences in meditation and need support. Sam discovered that Cheetah House had a social media article, and he was able to access useful articles, watch videos and interviews, and engage in conversations about troublesome experiences others also had in meditation. This community turned out to be one of the most powerful parts of Sam's healing journey. While our work together was helpful--allowing Sam to begin to feel safe and regulate his arousal--it was ultimately his connections with people in this emerging community that made him feel confident that he'd be able to move through his trauma. He met people who could relate to his experience, who empathized with the way he'd felt misunderstood by others, and who could offer practical suggestions of a path forward. I just don't feel like as much of a freak show, he said. I feel understood--and a lot less lonely. Sam had a long way to go in terms of working with his trauma, but connecting with the Cheetah House community was a significant step along his journey. What happens if the figure `falls' from D9/G4 downward through the dimensions? It re-emerges.

And where was the overall focus of the system the whole time? It was always on this figure. Now it's returned and has charged itself up with plenty of energy during its `stay' in G4. To how many people from the system, who have much less energy, is such an energetically charged person interesting? To all, of course! Here's another example to illustrate the point: A thin piece of paper appears two-dimensional to us; Therefore, this piece of paper exists in D1 and D2, but not in D3 (height) and it can't step outside the two-dimensional world. By taking a pen, which is three-dimensional (D1, D2, and D3), from outside and writing on this paper, something new appears on the (two-dimensional) paper that was created by the (three-dimensional) pen, although the `pen' can't be recognized by the two-dimensional paper from D1 and D2. On top of that, and more practically speaking, they wanted to provide reasonably priced caskets to people who are grieving. They sold six last year, and that's about their pace. They showed me one under construction out of beetle-kill pine, another of regular pine. They showed me their saws and planning tools; They showed me the radial arm saw, the joiner, the chop saw, the chisel. We get our screws and stuff at LaPorte hardware and our lumber from that guy at the Forks. We try to go local, one chimed in. Outside the door of the shed, the red cliffs of the foothills lit up in a sudden glow of sun. This abbey, called The Abbey of St. Walburga, is a small community and they raise cattle, bees, llamas, and chickens. Pity has a negative undertone and can express feelings of condescension. Pity indicates feeling sorry or bad for someone.

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